nothing again, claire said cunt about fifteen or twenty times in therapy today, made me feel safe, hendiadys, sophie, herme OH knee, rhiannon walked in on me, you’re fine i said, leave the grapes out on the doorstep, one hundred and fifteen percent of motor threshold, i’ll be damned if i can get that thing to flower, hold your tongue fool, roses don’t have thorns they have pricks, esteban, yum yum, what’s eating gilbert o’sullivan, muy muy, thinking back elizabeth left a hole in my heart, but i can’t access it now, will i get there with emma though, heavy boots, i guess i probably will and i’ll also hate it when it happens, edie left another hole in my heart, can’t access that either and i hate that too, inaccessible hole heart, holeheartedly, is it because i made the hole myself, there’s nothing for you to give back, cut my snake in two, self esteem, i wish someone had told me years ago that self esteem is mostly measured in who you associate with, no regard neither, and they can all fuck off now i suppose, shirley too, brianna too, do you think i meant country matters, do you mean cunt, yes, yes i do, dog-z-toxic, apoplectic, brain cancer, don’t mention the war, i always did like two pillows, euonymous topiary titties, one on either side, hello dan, lovely day, nothing, nothing at all
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