only just realized the other day, after 20 years or something, that do you know how to waltz is not a waltz, it is in time, HOWEVER, the bulk of the song is more or less the harmonic structure of the sung part - the 3 chords - played roughly evenly though smeared by delay and the brushing of symbols, almost arrhythmic but suggesting a protracted and abstract waltz, an interior waltz of the fucking mind, around the unknowable part of my experience that only you have seen, or maybe i just thought you did and you thought i did yours and maybe there’s something in that even though we were just kidding ourselves, but its sufficiently potent nonetheless to be destroying me once again
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