when veronica drove into the back of our ford escort the sound made the night sky turn white, all the leaves, newly summered, fell from their trees, the damp air suffused with gin, scorched rubber, regret and the moon laid the shore to rest. inside, children running gleefully around in a drama of their own, of innocuous cruelty, in an instant were scattered wildly, shook to the ground dead while the adults, savoring wine and chunks of pineapple and cheddar cheese on cocktail sticks felt a momentary prick of years gone by, of bromelain tenderizing mouths. but i am safe, having concealed myself behind this emerald-ruby satin, a floor-length curtain collected in some dusty, forgotten corner of the house, the taste of rainbow sprinkles and hot tears still on my tongue, and i wonder did i create this madness from inside here, like the wizard of oz while i was longing to be home?
the birthday party