spin

. . . . in which i have some people over including kira. kat arrives and i feel bad about leaving the others but i want to hug them. they hold me close into their bosom and spins me around and i close my eyes, thinking this will protect me from becoming dizzy . . . it goes on way longer than i expect, with great intensity and i think i pass out on the floor . . . .

. . . . another in which i am watching goombanl on some reality tv show . . . he seems unusually charismatic and adept on screen . . . he seems to initiate in each episode a challange - one is with a game store clerk and they play double dash, with the other player assisting with insane setups like trying to match the same colors to pull off unlikely exploits . . . another in which he seems to get involved in a real life sting with the fbi, acting as a gay lover on tv, but the other guy really is in trouble over something . . . .